shattered.

Holiday week is coming to its end, i don't and can't feel the holiday spirit in the first place, maybe its because my body and soul doesn't absorb the happiness and joy of this blessed month.


i have started conversation through email with my father's scandal "wannabe" this morning. Actually, the email i created is for my mom to use, so we - all the siblings can share news and everything related or not. But now, its being attacked with dumbness words, stupid provoke, with low level of mentality.


i believe the replier is a woman. Because she keeps insulting my mom over and over again. Why does it have to be so difficult to be an adult ?

i can't focus with my studio work. im shattered.