Salawat Burdatul Bushiri

يَا رَبِّ بِالْمُصْطَفَى بَلِّغْ مَقَاصِدَنَا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا مَا مَضَى يَا وَاسِعَ الْكَرَمِ

“Wahai Rabbku! Dengan perantara Musthafa (Nabi Muhammad Shallallahu 'alaihi wassallam ) penuhilah segala keinginan kami dan ampunilah dosa-dosa kami yang telah lalu, wahai Dzat Yang Maha Luas Kedermawanannya.”

"Solat, solat jangan sekali kamu abaikan dan peliharalah orang-orang yang lemah di bawah tanggunganmu.."

koran 7:179

mereka punyai hati namun enggan mengerti
mereka punyai mata namun buta sentiasa
mereka punyai telinga tidak mendengar lagi
mereka ibarat haiwan ternakan yang nyata

tahajud & dejavu ...
it's the feeling i'm going through ...
please accept my repentance to you ...
it's the least i could do for thou...

i couldn't...

Al-Hadi...
please lend a bit of Yours,
for us to strengthen this rusty faith,
because none among us,
may stand through lust temptations,

i missed the sweetness of being innocent,
i missed the time when i'm so obsessed to You,
i missed the feel being so closed to Your existence,
please keep me on path which lead me to You,

there is no any other than You were always true,
thanks for the messenger You've sent through,
spare me time to worship You as long as i could,
cause i don't deserve eden nor i couldn't bear torment too..

twisted faith

there was a tales about two brothers

which has different faith

the one with straight on true path

and the other lost in lust

ironically

they end up in opposite way

the one loosing faith 

and sold his soul to lust

meanwhile 

the other one felt lost 

searching for faith

and repentance

guess we can tell

whose gone to hell

doing cruel to himself

in agony forever yell

Sesungguhnya Allah tidak menganiaya manusia sedikitpun, 

akan tetapi manusia jualah yang menganiaya diri mereka sendiri. (Yunus 10:44) 

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