twisted

Certain people acts like they have their own dogma. Blinded by their ranks, higher hierarchy, or whatsoever, that wasn't supposed to cause you feel like you always right all the way. Don't let down the person who rely on you the most when they was the first person you look for in the first place for something you need.

          Shit does happen all the time and the best thing to do is to avoid unwanted situation from occurring, well people will most definitely says, whom are we to know what will happen tomorrow? Yeah we can't see the future and that's why some people likes to predict what could happen when making a decision and choosing path, so does wise-men said "prevention is better than cure", and it is undeniable quote in any cases. 

read them,

predict much,

avoid trouble causes,

choose what's best, what's worth,

be humble & moderate,

and always remember, life is about making decision.  

oh i'm so pissed off.

snippets III

              There was a time when we believed that everything will be going just fine until some cases occurred, after that onwards we starting to realize that this world wasn't easy to be deal with. But anything could happen, we wish to change everything that we disagreed, things that going on contrary with our way of thinking, believed, principle, or anything that hard to negotiate physically, makes us hardly to take any actions because of clashing thoughts.

                 Evolved and adaptation is part of way we used to do when things didn't go as smooth as we planned.  Good things about it is:- it shows that we aren't weaklings, sense of surviving in any conditions and cases creates stronger mind and tougher character. Everything can be fix except people. They have their own puzzles to be solve to. Will you be part of the typical community? or will you dare to make a difference? i believed many had take actions in their own kind of way, including us, the issues is, how far would you go? 

I love Allah

Just like I love my Salah,

and people say MashAllah,

I just want to thank you Allah,

For everything you’ve given me,

I don’t want to be ungrateful,

or sinful.

You see people are asleep,

and don’t even wake up to the beep of fajr

to claim the ajar !!

How can one be so ignorant to the Prophet’s message?

so simple to decipher,

imagine all that knowledge,

to pass to your brothers,

your sisters, your friends,

now it all depends.

If you’re going to take heed,

or you going to mislead,

your fellow Muslims,

the end is so close,

so dispose of your sins,

and leave them in the bins,

this is where your new life begins,

and one step closer to the Sirat-ul-Mustaqeem,

so lets redeem ourselves,

and remember Islam isn’t downstream or a dream,

or even mainstream,

build up your self esteem,

get on the prayer mat,

and pray your salah,

and do taubah,

to Allah!

remember this ain’t no nursery rhyme,

this is just a reminder,

for you to put in your books as a Binder.

credit : Shiraz Zeria (Manchester)

dot or dots

its been awhile ...


The music sensation always rise each time i went back here in my hometown. Hanging around with friends that makes me feel safe and warm, to be side by side, even though we are not sharing same path ...


i found self-satisfaction in having relationship with people that have some sort mentality that can be measure as not too high or not too low, which i found out to be cozy to adapt and learn something new.


its been awhile ...

dazzling

i paralyze.

i fond to have conversation with older person either male or female. But of course i prefer to talk to female more than male =) that's a nature.



i paralyze.

Lately, i often to feel stress and pressure due of my studio project. All my heavy things played in my head release in thin air as soon as i arrived at a place. The place which people come and have their meals, :) a restaurant named *** ***yam.



i paralyze.

My eyes captivated to a lady who work at the restaurant. i think she is older than my age, soft spoken, voluptuous body, and gifted with most marvelous smile i`ve ever seen. We started to have eye contact since last week, actually, i`ve started to have meals over her place for several times before, but i don't think she notice my presence until now.



i paralyze.

Started from last week, she caught me looking to her, and since then, we have some conversation through eyes contact. It feels like, we exchanging information through eyes. We didn't said any words to each other, but we keep looking back to each other, i can't ignore the fact is, there's something make me interested to know her.



i paralyze.

Today, i started to say hi and tried to have few conversation, so far, things that i know about her is :- she's married, have a child, and place she live is near with the restaurant. YES. She's married. But, i still can't ignore that, the weird chemistry that happening between us.

God is Almighty,
He created a masterpiece called, Woman.