and again 0_o

.....time now is 3.40 a.m. and i still in my cube, in studio, struggling to elaborate, germinate, and breaking my idea of housing project into more details piece of work...

i wonder...what would i do...if im not involved with architecture in the first place, what would i be now? im not questioning fate that been setup by Yang Maha Esa. In fact, im thankful with all i got and obtained at the moment.

i`m afraid of future, i can't guess at all what will happen to me and surroundings. How strong i struggle to compete in life, there's always occur bigger obstacle that i never expected to happen. And sometimes, i feel like, im breaking in side..