Lately, i found myself quite frequent to express feeling through this medium : music. It's getting spread deep inside out. Maybe it reflect with what i went through, complicated family relationship, self-crisis, unorganized future planning. I afraid, i will loose control over myself.
Changing is what im afraid of. Afraid to be change into personality which i classified as negative phantom without realize that the symptom is occurring. i want to be aware of self-metamorphosis, i want to stay in control, i don't want to loose my sober!
i have started to self-introspection in past several months. Trying to find the reason of human existing. Chasing worldly is not my goal anymore. Holistic. There is certain level i must achieve. i am not left out and i don't want to be left out.
ya Allah, please show me your true path.
Changing is what im afraid of. Afraid to be change into personality which i classified as negative phantom without realize that the symptom is occurring. i want to be aware of self-metamorphosis, i want to stay in control, i don't want to loose my sober!
i have started to self-introspection in past several months. Trying to find the reason of human existing. Chasing worldly is not my goal anymore. Holistic. There is certain level i must achieve. i am not left out and i don't want to be left out.
ya Allah, please show me your true path.
4 comments:
Hi there,
Stopping by to say human beings are born to die. Just kidding. It's just your introspection that sounds familiar. :)
Nice to meet you btw. Have a peaceful weekend.
hi An, your writing do makes me aware some sort of things. Your direct statement really scared me a lot, i am too afraid to die :( , not now, not soon, i probably never ever ready, but its a fact, all living things are going to vanish sooner or later.
Hello, I guess you started to follow my blog in what seems to have been a case of mistaken identity. In fact I'm not An.
>_< im sorry, yes i admited, im abit confused with your identity, it seems i really did mistake here, hope you don't take it too personal,
yes, i enjoy reading blog, especially from bloggers from out of my district. i like most of your articles.
don't bother mine, cuz it contains lots of grammatical error, im not good with english :)
i wrote just to fill in my free time. Thank you for visiting this blog, i really appreciated.
Post a Comment